Need a few minutes to laugh or just go aww here ya go!
This is Riley and he's having an unhappy day. Need a few minutes to laugh or just go aww here ya go!
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:) This song makes me happy when I'm walking to work. If you don't like the song title think of it as Live or Die Trying by giving up. If you have not heard this song yet. It is a very pretty song and what I have perceived it as a song for survival your own survival of coming out from the bad and rising out from the ashes to be reborn. Video is at the bottom after the lyrics I wanted to give you the chance to read it first then hear it. I hope you enjoyed it as much as I have. Lyrics: "Beautiful Pain" (feat. Sia) [Intro: Eminem and Sia] I can feel the heat rising Everything is on fire Today's a painful reminder of why We can only get brighter The further you put it behind ya And right now I'm on the inside Looking out, cause [Hook: Sia] I'm standing in the flames And it's a beautiful kind of pain Setting fire to yesterday Find a light, find a light, find a light Standing in the flames And it's a beautiful kind of pain Setting fire to yesterday Find a light, find a light, find a light [Verse 1:] Yesterday was the tornado warning, today is like the morning after Your world is torn in half. You wake and let's wait to start the morning process Rebuilding and you're still a work in progress. Today is a whole new chapter, it's like an enormous ass. The thunderstorm has passed ya. Your weather didn't poke his eyes out with the thorn bush that you used to smell the roses. Stopped to inhale, can't even tell your nose is stuffed. So focused on the bright side. Then you floor the gas pedal and hit the corner fast, The more asserted, never looking back, may hit the curb, But everyday is a new learning curve as you steer through life. Sometimes you might not wanna swerve but you have to to avert a disaster. Lucky, no permanent damage, 'Cause they hurt you so bad. It's like they murdered your ass and threw dirt on your casket, But you returned from the ashes. And that hurt that you have, you just converted to gasoline, And while you're burning the past, standing at inferno and chant [Hook: Sia] [Verse 2:] So familiarize what having to swallow this pill is like It happens all the time, they take your heart and steal your life And it's as though you feel you've died because you've been killed inside But yet you're still alive which means you will survive Although today you may weep because you're weak and Everything seems so bleek and hopeless The light that you're seeking, it begins to seep in That's the only thing keeping you from leaping off the motherfreaking deep end And I'm pulling for you to push through this feeling And with a little time that should do the healing And by tomorrow you may even feel so good that you're willing To forgive them even after all that shit you been put through. This feeling of resilience is building. And the flames are burning quick as fire would through this building you're sealed in But you're fireproof, and flame retardant you withstood it. And as you climb up to the roof you're just chillin' and you look down 'Cause you're so over them you could put the heel of your foot through the ceiling. As time passes, things change everyday But wounds, wounds heal But scars still remain the same But tomorrow today's gone down in flames Throw the match, set the past up ablaze So feel the fire beneath your feet As you barely even perspire from the heat Exhale deep and breathe a sigh of relief And as you say goodbye to the grief It's like watching the walls melt in your prison cell But you've extinguished this living hell Still a little piece of you dies, you scream [Hook: Sia] [Sia:] I feel the burn, watch the smoke as I turn rising, A phoenix from the flames I have learned, from fighting fights, that weren't mine Not with fists, but with wings that I will fly [Hook: Sia] http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/eminem/beautifulpain.html Since moving from Connecticut and getting a new phone number to make it a Texas number. The phone number that was given to me had a previous owner called Marcos for probably about one year since having this number I have received text messages from a place called EZLoan (pawn shop), Walmart to pick up or a reminder for his diabetic medication, a text from I think it was his father that was looking for him, his co-workers saying don't come into work tomorrow, friends asking if he wanted to hang out, merry christmas and now this. Here is a small insight of my conversation with one of his friends. Enjoy. THE END! So probably a few days later I have sent a message saying hello. And yeah she never talked to me later. I hope you enjoyed it as much as I have. ^_^
Twitter has told my mother on me that I have a page. And she followed me. I am not thrilled about it.
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About this Dragonfly WarriorMy name is Miriam and I have chronic illness that is invisible to others. My autoimmune disease is called Mixed Connective Tissue Disease (MCTD) and I have Fibromyalgia. This is my page of my journey of how I am progressing. We are the warriors of the butterfly under this mask, |